Scared by the unknown...

Over the last couple of weeks mostly not so nice news came our way. Nothing life-threatening... but we've rarely ever felt so unsteady and nervous before.

We just got back from a trip to Germany. We had been looking forward to seeing dear friends and family sooo much - and then we were so shaken up by the recent developments that we never really enjoyed the time there. Coping with the unknown and unsure while living out of a suitcase and not being at home is harder than I thought. And although we knew our surroundings well... it's just unsettling when you feel like you have nothing to hold onto really...

So we returned home and go on a day-by-day basis right now. We're trying to keep the good spirits and positive thoughts up and running and we put much effort in the smiles and deep breaths:-)

I tend to get nervous when I don't know what might turn up behind the next corner. As spontaneuos and relaxed and open I am... the unknown scares me when it could turn my life up-side down within the blink of an eye...

So for now.. we just have to wait and see...

... and breathe...